I have an incredible therapist.
As I crouch into a ball in the corner while this tornado of pain and conflict swirl around me, he has given me some advice that I sorely need.
"You are fighting a battle. As you fight this battle, you need to wrap yourself up with the strength and love of your friends and family. Worry about what's ahead, and let us all worry about the little things. And ask for help."
And so now, I heed his advice.
I am asking for help. (Send some strength. Just a bit of strength.)