I find myself at a loss for words these days.
I am going through an incredible life-changing event and I am having a very difficult time writing about it.
I’ve written about everything in my life; everything but this. This event has me speechless. And that’s hard to do.
I don’t feel comfortable (surprisingly) writing about anything that might hurt any of the parties involved; ANY of the parties. (Holy crap, have I finally learned how to use a semi-colon?)
I don’t know why.
Is there a right way to do this? No.
Is there a guide about how to end a marriage? No.
Do we all do things the same way? No.
I only know that no matter who chooses to finally right something that has been wrong for so long, those long tentacles of pain reach out and wrap themselves around many, many people.
I am trying to find a way to put words to all that is happening, but do it in a way that will be true to who I am.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for continuing to visit me, for your emails, your cards and your support. It has lifted me in ways I CAN’T TELL YOU and is helping me each and every day. And the funnies? Keep ‘em coming. I’m feeling the magic as we speak.
I can’t wait to find my voice again, to laugh out loud while writing, and to feel good about myself.
Now, I am going to settle into my new home, check the mousetraps, put a log on the fire and bury myself in a good book. Have a lovely new year, everyone.